YOU ♡

Would you just listen and please don’t say a word, just yet,

I’d like you to think back to the very first time we met,

How you felt around me? The memories we shared,

And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,

But please don’t speak, remember that I never ever lied,

That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,

But now I’d like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.

The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,

I’ll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,

Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I’ve got,

And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,

A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don’t regret,

You gave me some happy memories that I’ll keep in my heart,

Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn’t have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,

After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,

You and I had something special and that will never change,

Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Would you just listen and please don’t say a word, not ever,

I’d like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,

That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,

And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.

LOVE 101 ☂☂☂

 

Don’t give me up.

How unfair, it’s just our love
Found something real that’s out of touch
But if you’d searched the whole wide world
Would you dare to let it go?‘Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us specialDon’t give me up
Don’t give…
Me up‘Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us specialIt’s not about not about angels.

Not About Angels- Birdy

When you realize…

You’ve been hurt.

You cry a river.

You’re sad.

You feel like giving up

then you suddenly think the thought of moving on.

But darling, no…

Moving on takes time.

We undergo deep scars

and only time can heal these scars.

These scars will bleed

but all of our hearts believe

that one day we’ll be fine again.

We’ll be able to smile again

like nothing happened.

The time when you know

you really don’t care about him anymore .

And when that day comes,

he says he wants you back.

And you’re driven by this force,

a force which pulls you back into him.

Even though you want to escape,

he will pull you down and drown you

like he’s an anchor.

Then he’ll say “It wasn’t over”;

all of your butterflies inside your stomach dance

and you yourself is back again

to this silly thing called

love in this sea of people.

.then you find yourself drowning with him..

 

Broken Promises

“But I wonder where were you

When I was at my worst

Down on my knees

And you said you had my back

So I wonder where were you

When all the roads you took came back to me”

Maps- Maroon 5

You were my happy pill, the one who makes me smile when i frown, the one who gives me

 

hope when there’s nothing left that’s right to do.  I had everything at once and in a flash,

 

 

you’ve disappeared. You left me with a  weak and broken heart and soul. You left me

 

hanging with all your promises and now, i.. am… afraid of tomorrow… fearing of rejection

 

and the unfathomable thought of oblivion. So i’m asking you one last question, 

 

 

where were you when i needed you the most? ….

 

Throw Back

8/10/14

We cry over

Friends we will never have back

People we once loved

Bridges that have been burnt.

But there’s a reason

The past is in the past

You only have so much

Room in your life,

Save it

For the people that deserve it.

Chances are,

If someone’s in the past

They deserve to

Stay there..

-AKN

One Day…

Bucket List #18

2/14/15: Mr. Grey will see you now

Just this makes me crawl under my skin….

Should I stay or should I go?

Mia Hall thought the hardest decision she would ever face would be whether to pursue her musical dreams at Juilliard or follow a different path to be with the love of her life, her rebellious boyfriend, Adam. But when what should have been a carefree family drive takes the lives of her mother Kat, her father Denny, and her little brother Teddy, everything changes in an instant, and now her own life hangs in the balance as she lies in a coma in the hospital. Caught in limbo between life and death for one revealing day, she flashes back into her past, and has an out-of-body experience as she watches friends and family gather at the hospital. She must make a decision that will not only decide her future, but her ultimate fate.